I'm on the border of infatuation to actually being 'in like'....

Yeah, I just did y'all like that (at least the girls).

I say I'm infatuated with Taeyang (Young-bae Dong) because I've just gotten into Big Bang this year and I don't know them all that well yet and I say 'in like' because I can't claim that I'm in love with someone that I don't know. I've told Alicia that I've liked a lot of guys (from Cody Rhodes to Jin Akanishi to U-Know Yunho and now Taeyang), so when I told her that I liked Taeyang, it was kind of no surprise to her and she probably expects it to change again soon. But, I think Taeyang is going to stay at the top of my 'Wanted Men' list because he has everything I've ever wanted in a man. When I like a group I want to know the people I'm listening to, so when I watched subbed videos of Big Bang on Youtube and looked for little facts about them, I found out that Taeyang was my ideal man. My ideal man has to be a Christian, nice, dedicated, well-mannered, modest, a little shy and him being a virgin too would be nice. Taeyang's all of those things, so that's why I'm 'in like' with him. Plus, his smokin' hot body is nice too, right? XD

*Sigh* Part of me is worried that I've been so into idols and hot pro wrestlers that normal guys just won't compare.

Besides, it's hard to surpass this:

Oh, and this:

It just got PG16 in here! XD

If I ever met him, the chances of us getting together would be 5%, unless it was God's will for us to be together. I can tell you from experience that two shy people can't talk to each other, at least not for a full conversation. I've lost a lot of potential boyfriends from being shy. I hope if I ever meet him (because I plan on going to a Big Bang concert sometime in my lifetime) that he shakes my hand (Taeyang has said before that if he meets a fan that he likes, he'll shake her hand) and on that day I'll probably die. Kidding, but that would be the best day of my life!

XOXO (That's how I'm ending every blog about a cute boy, hugs and kisses for him and you),
Layla

Girl Crushes vs. Lesbianism

First of all I AM NOT a lesbian and have nothing against them, I'm just here to stick up for girls who are teased by their friends for finding a girl beautiful (but, not sexually attractive). A girl crush is where a girl finds another girl very beautiful, but not sexually attractive. Lesbianism is where two girls find each other sexually attractive and love each other, like a man and a woman do.

I admit, I have a few girl crushes.

Maryse: You have to admit, it's not bragging if she can back it up and even though Maryse is not the sexiest woman alive, she is sexy (But, does she sexually attract me? No.)

Layla El: WWE's English Muffin is very hot and she can be so adorable! (But, does she sexually attract me? No.)

That's about it when I really think about it. Those are my girl crushes, now this....

Taeyang (for the record, definitely not a girl): OMG, what's not sexy about Young-bae? (But, does he sexually attract me? Is that a trick question? HECK YES!!!)

So, there you have it, my break down of girl crushes. Don't tease your friend or make her seem like a lesbian just because she admires another girls beauty, it makes people feel insecure and self-conscious. So next time your friend says 'Oh, that girl is pretty', don't say 'Ooooh, you like a girl!' because in all actuallity they don't. They just think that person is just plain cute or sexy, they're not sexually attracted to them, like a man is to a woman and vise versa.

CandieCoated Kisses,
Layla

Dang it.....

I tried to stop it. I asked God why did I feel this way. I hate proving myself wrong and was in denial about this for some time, until last month. Now, I have finally embraced the fact that I find G-Dragon attractive.

I can imagine his cocky-self taunting me now (if by some slim chance we ever met and I told him this), grinning like 'Haha, you like me~'.

Anyway, a certain person on twitter (she's knows who she is) opened my eyes to the fact that even skinny boys can be cute. I'm a sucker for cute smiles on boys and when GD smiles, he makes my heart melt.

I don't care if he's cocky, as long as he's not a full on jerk. I can handle cocky men because I'm a very modest person and that would even us out. G-Dragon makes me smile everytime I see him, he's funny, adorable, and can be very sexy. But, it's stuff like this....

Friend: 'Oh, is that your boyfriend?'

Me: 'Yeah.....'

Don't act like you wouldn't be embarrassed if you brought him to an event with hair like that!

When I embraced the fact that I liked him, I was surprised at myself, but I have to admit that it was a pleasant surprise. I don't usually go for cocky guys (aside from Jin Akanishi) and definitely not skinny guys, but GD is an exception. Though humble, I'm too proud to ever say that to his face (if I ever met him). If I met him, I wouldn't know what to say at all.

That's all I wanted to say and I'll leave you guys with this:

XOXO,
Layla